so stress, so tired, so what the fuck?

feeling aches all over. . head cracking, leg soring, hands breaking, chest whining, and whatever, you get the picture.

i am sure most ppl are like me, fucking screwed by poly and jc. . screwed by the tough standards and high expection. yeah some people are breezing but thats a minority.

feeling very sick now. cold sweat again.and headache. feeling sorethroat too. what the fuck haiz. its just simplier to stand in the middle of a four way road and get banged by 4 killer truck than endure all these suffering.

what teh fuck.